I figure since I don't post on here much anymore, I might as well give you all a recap.
I don't know if there's a superstition about riding a roller-coaster on New Years, but I'm making one now...
Don't ride a roller-coaster
on New Years, your body may leave the ride, but your heart and mind will stay on it the whole year through!
I started out going to Wild Adventures theme park on New Years last year and it was a lot of fun, but unfortunately.. the ups and downs and twists and turns didn't end there...
The theme park was the high point of my year, and things continued to climb when I got a job selling Cutco Knives
... but then things started heading downhill fast when it turned out I sucked horribly at the job and I wound up getting in trouble for soliciting in church! The pastor yelled at me and I ran away crying
I only did so out of desperation because I didn't know anyone with money to buy knives outside of the church, but it made me look bad some place I was already hated for my outspokenness and curiosity! My boss was flaky about being there for me to turn in my paper-work and I decided to just buy my knife-kit so I could keep it and stop trying to bother with sales.
After that I zoomed back up into the air when I got hired at
. Working at McDonald's was great, and I was excited to be high in the sky all over again, but then I went through some gut wrenching twists and turns that knocked me through loops and turned my whole world upside own!
I bit into a candy and broke my tooth
and to work in spite of the pain
using lots of numbing jell just to get through it while trying to raise money for the dentist since I had no insurance! To make matters worse, a pipe sprang a leak in the wall between my bathroom and my bedroom, and got the stuff in my closet wet! I had to take everything out of my closet and pile it on my bed because I had no place else to put it; meanwhile, I had to sleep on a roll out futon on the floor
in my entertainment room. It was very uncomfortable, and the repairmen took forever to fix it, dry the carpet, and patch the walls, so I spent months having to sleep like that because of them!
Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse and wanted to yell "STOP THE RIDE I WANNA GET OFF!!!"
I dropped out of the sky so fast and sharp, and fell so low in such a steep drop... that I felt like my soul had been yanked out of my body momentarily! My pastor actually threatened to fire my fiance's mom from her job at the church and kick his little sister out of their Christian school if he didn't break up with me!!! He actually had to pretend to break up with me to save his mom's job! That drop was so low I went down screaming
, thought I would surely die, and heard the wheels scrape bed-rock as the coasters car reach and roll over rock freakin' bottom!
It begin a slow upward assent when we began seeing each other in secret without anyone knowing however, but then it dropped back-down sharply when I dropped a lap-top on my toe while sneaking it back in the house after using it to watch anime on wi-fi in my screened in porch late at night! I actually tried to keep it secret, but the pain got too bad for me to keep walking on it at work and I had to go to a doctor and get it x-rayed and confirmed broken. (I lied about how I hurt it though) I ended up still having to work with my toe taped and in a boot however, because I still needed the money to fix my tooth, and had to set back getting it fixed to pay my doctor bill for my toe. The pain of my toe and my tooth at the same time, and of knowing my fiance and I couldn't openly be together was agonizing!
I finally managed to get back on an upward track when I got my tooth fixed and out of pain, but after that just after Halloween
nausea over came me and I spilled my guts
(I had actually caught a 24 hour bug and had to take a sick day from work)
Then I went flying around another tight turn and whirling upside-down again when my parents caught my fiance and I outside in the porch and I had to tell the truth. Fortunately, things regained their uphill climb when they forgave it and let it slide, I had a nice Christmas
with almost all the gifts I had wanted, and my toe got closer to getting better completely.
I'm still not back to the high point though.. because I didn't get the one gift I really wanted... my fiance and his family there to share it with me! ...and even though my tooth got the root-canal and no longer hurts, I can't afford the crown for it and I can't x-ray my toe again to see if it's really healed yet, and my fiance still has to keep things secret from his family and the church until he can get in the Navy and have money to provide for us so we can get married, but he can't until his blood-pressure goes down 20 more points... -_-;;
what a year! I'm just glad it's over and a new year has began! I hope this one turns out better! My New Years Resolution is to be more careful, because I can't physically/financially afford to break anymore of my body, or emotionally/mentally afford to break any more of my
! I also resolve to Finish my homework
on time for the upcoming finals and graduate successfully
with an Associates Degree in Graphic Design, try to get a Graphic Design job or at least more hours at
. And to take the time to at least start and make some progress at some of the video-games I bought and haven't have started yet, and get caught up on shows like
when I have free time.
If I don't reply, I'm busy cramming homework! See ya guys, till later!