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4th-Wall Break Bar by Okitakehyate
4th-Wall Break Bar
Give me a break, give me a break, break me off a piece of that 4th-Wall Bar! Pretty sad that "this" is what I do with 2 years of Graphic Design School... :XD: but yeah, I got this random idea, and I went with it! I used this font: this picture:… and this logo:… combined with Photoshop and Adobe Illustrator.

Ingredients: Chocolate, Pop-Culture References, Jokes, Gags, Puns, Cameo-Appearances, Punch-Lines, and Sugar-Coated Reality.

Allergy Warning: May contain Spoilers, Easter-Eggs, and trace-amounts of Stan Lee and other comic-book nuts.
Deadpool Stamp by Okitakehyate
Deadpool Stamp
The sad part is, it's true. :tears: Between my childhood friends always leaving me, the schools that wouldn't accept me, and all the crap I've been put through by people trying to destroy my relationship with my fiance, I've been through the emotional equivalent of what Deadpool endured to get his powers! It left me so emotionally scared that my heart and mind were so completely covered with them, that I have no room for anymore of them, and now no one can hurt me anymore because I just keep on "regenerating" from the damage because of my "healing-factor". You should be glad you can't see them on the outside... Professor Xavier took one look at my mind and hurled.. :puke: I kid you not, I couldn't become emotionally dead, or truly "snap" from reaching my breaking point, or withdraw into my mind from a mental breakdown if I wanted to! I just bounce back to a neutral mood as soon as I'm pushed past my mental/emotional limits.
I figure since I don't post on here much anymore, I might as well give you all a recap.

I don't know if there's a superstition about riding a roller-coaster on New Years, but I'm making one now...

Don't ride a roller-coaster :iconrollercoasterplz: on New Years, your body may leave the ride, but your heart and mind will stay on it the whole year through!

I started out going to Wild Adventures theme park on New Years last year and it was a lot of fun, but unfortunately.. the ups and downs and twists and turns didn't end there...

The theme park was the high point of my year, and things continued to climb when I got a job selling Cutco Knives :iconknifeplz:... but then things started heading downhill fast when it turned out I sucked horribly at the job and I wound up getting in trouble for soliciting in church! The pastor yelled at me and I ran away crying :sprint: :cries: I only did so out of desperation because I didn't know anyone with money to buy knives outside of the church, but it made me look bad some place I was already hated for my outspokenness and curiosity! My boss was flaky about being there for me to turn in my paper-work and I decided to just buy my knife-kit so I could keep it and stop trying to bother with sales.

After that I zoomed back up into the air when I got hired at :iconmcdonaldsplz:. Working at McDonald's was great, and I was excited to be high in the sky all over again, but then I went through some gut wrenching twists and turns that knocked me through loops and turned my whole world upside own!

I bit into a candy and broke my tooth :o and to work in spite of the pain :tears: using lots of numbing jell just to get through it while trying to raise money for the dentist since I had no insurance! To make matters worse, a pipe sprang a leak in the wall between my bathroom and my bedroom, and got the stuff in my closet wet! I had to take everything out of my closet and pile it on my bed because I had no place else to put it; meanwhile, I had to sleep on a roll out futon on the floor :sleep: in my entertainment room. It was very uncomfortable, and the repairmen took forever to fix it, dry the carpet, and patch the walls, so I spent months having to sleep like that because of them! :pissed:

Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse and wanted to yell "STOP THE RIDE I WANNA GET OFF!!!" :cries: I dropped out of the sky so fast and sharp, and fell so low in such a steep drop... that I felt like my soul had been yanked out of my body momentarily! My pastor actually threatened to fire my fiance's mom from her job at the church and kick his little sister out of their Christian school if he didn't break up with me!!! He actually had to pretend to break up with me to save his mom's job! That drop was so low I went down screaming :jawdrop:, thought I would surely die, and heard the wheels scrape bed-rock as the coasters car reach and roll over rock freakin' bottom!

It begin a slow upward assent when we began seeing each other in secret without anyone knowing however, but then it dropped back-down sharply when I dropped a lap-top on my toe while sneaking it back in the house after using it to watch anime on wi-fi in my screened in porch late at night! I actually tried to keep it secret, but the pain got too bad for me to keep walking on it at work and I had to go to a doctor and get it x-rayed and confirmed broken. (I lied about how I hurt it though) I ended up still having to work with my toe taped and in a boot however, because I still needed the money to fix my tooth, and had to set back getting it fixed to pay my doctor bill for my toe. The pain of my toe and my tooth at the same time, and of knowing my fiance and I couldn't openly be together was agonizing!

I finally managed to get back on an upward track when I got my tooth fixed and out of pain, but after that just after Halloween :pumpkin: nausea over came me and I spilled my guts :puke: (I had actually caught a 24 hour bug and had to take a sick day from work)

Then I went flying around another tight turn and whirling upside-down again when my parents caught my fiance and I outside in the porch and I had to tell the truth. Fortunately, things regained their uphill climb when they forgave it and let it slide, I had a nice Christmas :xmas: with almost all the gifts I had wanted, and my toe got closer to getting better completely.

I'm still not back to the high point though.. because I didn't get the one gift I really wanted... my fiance and his family there to share it with me! ...and even though my tooth got the root-canal and no longer hurts, I can't afford the crown for it and I can't x-ray my toe again to see if it's really healed yet, and my fiance still has to keep things secret from his family and the church until he can get in the Navy and have money to provide for us so we can get married, but he can't until his blood-pressure goes down 20 more points... -_-;;

:phew: what a year! I'm just glad it's over and a new year has began! I hope this one turns out better! My New Years Resolution is to be more careful, because I can't physically/financially afford to break anymore of my body, or emotionally/mentally afford to break any more of my :heart:! I also resolve to Finish my homework :pc: on time for the upcoming finals and graduate successfully :w00t: with an Associates Degree in Graphic Design, try to get a Graphic Design job or at least more hours at :iconmcdonaldsplz:. And to take the time to at least start and make some progress at some of the video-games I bought and haven't have started yet, and get caught up on shows like :icondoctorwhoplz: :iconnarutoshippudenplz: & :iconlegendofkorraplz: when I have free time.

If I don't reply, I'm busy cramming homework! See ya guys, till later!
  • Listening to: Dark Sky Island by Enya
  • Reading: E-mails
  • Watching: Glavant
  • Playing: Samurai Warriors 3DS
  • Eating: Strawberry Cheesecake
  • Drinking: Tea


Aka No Kagura
United States
Current Residence: Who wants to know?
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Rock, Tecno, J-pop, & anime soundtracks.
Favourite style of art: I like pencil drawing, computer-paint, & photos
Wallpaper of choice: anime
Skin of choice: Pale
Favourite cartoon character: Okita Souji, Ukitake Jyuushiro, Hyatt, Hayate Gekkou, & Ukyo Tachibana
Personal Quote: "Childhood is not from birth to a certain age and at a certain age
The child is grown, and puts away childish things.
Childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies."

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Gold-Angel Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Very interesting site -you got here.
Gold-Angel Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Very interesting site -you got here.
Gold-Angel Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Very interesting site -you got here
Mousi-san Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the favs :heart:
TBBishiXO Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you avoiding me?
Okitakehyate Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015
No, I go to church on Wednesday nights. I've been doing that in addition to Sunday morning and Sunday evening services since I joined the church my fiance goes to. I was a way from home and just checked my notes after I got home. I'd rp with you tomorrow, but I promised my fiance I'd help him make a portfolio and prepare pictures and storylines to turn into a website where he has a chance to get an art job working on cartoon shows. I should have some time to rp and stuff this weekend.
TBBishiXO Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
ok... I was worried because you never watched me back... :(
Okitakehyate Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015
watching you now, don't worry, I simply forgot to click it ^^; my bad!
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Serendiipitii Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favorite! <3
zane1193 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2014
Merry Christmas.
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